just say it

yes. or no. both are better than not knowing.  not knowing whether to make other dinner plans, not knowing whether to keep saturday free, not knowing whether to change into my pajamas. 

why is it that when the answer is no, guys choose to hit the "ignore" button on the phone?  i know that when you do that it is a conscious decision.  i just don't know why i still buy the excuses i get the next day.  it's the inequality that bothers me and ironically makes me keep thinking of you... that you know something i don't know.  you know the answer is no, yet you're perfectly content to let me hold out hope.  

and the worst part is...i'll probably still buy your excuse tomorrow because i'm not quite ready to give up yet.